Bleady illusions......Fcukng Realization........!!!

 This is TRUE.............

            The sky is  dark n cloudy like my mind overlapped by fcukig ridiculous thoughts n something inside my heart started startling me as if someone taking control over me and i'm letting this negative ideas eating my mind which leads to couple of questions like  why i should feel like this, Becoz todays horoscope hinted me that i'm gonna met with an accident may be deadly. so,.. as i'm too greedy towards my life i'm feeling like this where i'm strucked and confused like a...... pessimist who sees the difficulty in every opportunity; draining my couple of imp.enjoyable minutes of my life........and got to the conclusion that "these signs of zodiac makes us discover a great deal of irrelevant information about ourself...

       Like an optimist to take a break from freaking out i headed toward canteen of our college as time is runing out 2:30pm, in the way i met  kalpana (this is not her real name.....for some reasons i'm not revealing her name)a very good friend of mine. she companied me to finish my lunch successfully...In the mean of our chat, she pointed out a guy far away from us to say some thing about him like all girls does..


she:do u know him wearing green shirt.

me: yeah..but never spoken

she: hey!! he's  very soft,caring, speaks too sweetly that makes him lovable fellow.

me: do u love him...(laughing)

she: no .....!!!(seeing sharply to me)

me:i know why! becoz these sweet guys head to find new boy friends only right...any ways they were ment for that only(laughing).

she:stop it yaar..!!! my sister n and lot of friends likes him alot u know....
me: ok madam !!!
 {after that for a while we had a small conversation about  her sister n went off}

       In the evening its raining badly to ecape from it i ran and stopped near an old building to halt and there i find kalpana's sister and some of her classmates waiting there,it smell's vile as surroundings look ghastly with a well 10 feet away beside a tree looking blurr.....every one is chatting seriously like the world is not ours,but kalpana's  sister look lonesome as if sitting in the dark that made me to look at her curiously why ? suddenly she stood up and stepped her way towards the well like the rain drops falling over the roof my heartbeat started pounding as she reached and looked back where her face shows she is in the midoff darkness,distant from helping hands some evil in the air manipulating her,as the thoughts were circulating in my mind she jumped in to the well, the moment she fell my legs struck their ,my knees were so weak i couldn't get my self to run and look over..... .............as some one is hitting me on my back i turned back and find it's my roommate who woke me up instructing me ur phone is ringing and i'm in my room with this idiotic nightmare(dream)............

              i got up and taken a deep breath,relaxed for a second and started to note down this ominous dream to get clarify things that..... i met kalpana in college just had a chat and left to my room that's it....may be we spoke about her sister and due to my bad morning  she might come in dream killing herself...............

THINGS


1.After reading fortune what i observed in me is while crossing road every vehicle looks going at 100km speed and even the cycle vala going to hit me ..
2.I observed a snake falling in to the well after she jumped (in dream)
        snake is referred to satan(evil) in bible..

EPILOGUE:


From this i wanna say that both  LIFE  & DREAM  are not, as real as we think.so don't bother to the strange happenings around u.....n....start enjoying every second of ur life thinking the WORLD IS ILLUSION..


PHRASES RELATING :
1.All times are beautiful for those who maintain joy within them;but there is no happy or favorable time for those with disconsolate or orhaned souls.                                                                        --- Rosalia Castro.
2.Fear is the most damnable,damaging thing to human personality in the whole world.
                                                                                                                                      --William Faulkner.
3.He that fears not the future may enjoy the present
                                                                                                                                     --- Thomas fuller.
4.Optimism is essential to achievement and it is also the foundation of courage and of true pogress ..
                                                                                                                          -- Nicolas Murray Butler.